current mood: - Anxious listening to: alicenine. - Mugen no Hana
Im still quite down. Ive been trying not to take each teeny tiny bit of negativism seriously. Fuck sorrows! Fuck everything that makes people down! Fuck that!
Gomen ne. I just cant stand another new day be ruined by someone.
My birthday turned out okay before the day ends. But still, I didnt have that much fun due to exhaustion and lacking of food. From the moment I woke up that morning, my mind's telling me to start cleaning up and plan what to do for the night's guests.
I got yelled and didnt had breakfast. What a nice way to start the day. So I just cleaned up the living room, kitchen, dining and my room. I was dead tired till afternoon. So I rest for awhile waiting for my mom to give me cash for food budget. She only gave me enough for 10 persons. Wow. It was raining hard and yet, I still went to market. I went back home and started cooking. YES. I did everything myself. No one helped me. My friends then arrived and they're begging for food. -_-
When they came greeting me, I told myself, "its alright now". They played poker while watching a movie. They all stayed up till morning. I went to bed around past 5am.
Other people's birthday are rather fun than mine. I just wish, on my next birthday, Ill be having fun too without getting mad at all. :/
I didnt even get to take pictures. WTF. >_<
Anyway, tomorrow night, my band will be performing at some Bar somewhere in Quezon City. The said performance will be recorded live. I just dont know when it'll be ready for public listening. LOL. Aahh, Fernando.. not sure if Ill bring him with me since he's too big and heavy for me. Ugh.