Saturday, November 1, 2008
..When all the leaves begin to fall
current mood:
- Drainedlistening to: Ryuusei Roketto by An Cafe
NOVERMBER 1 TODAY.. SO WHAT?

Heh. Thats my car for NFS Underground.
AND WOOT YES! My car has body decals named SHOU! XD
I love Car Racing. And having my own PSP is one of my frustrations.
Yes, that PSP isnt mine. Which sucks.
Im into gaming stuff too. And I enjoy racing the most.
Jessie's GameboySP isnt fun enough because the only game cartridges he have
were Medarot, RobotX[?], Pokemon, this Beetle Blah and they're all in Japanese setup.
So basically, I cant understand them because it has story mode
all in Kanjis, Katakana and Hiragani. (;__;)
So Im trying to divert my frustrations to this Crazy Kart.
Its an online game imitated from Mario Kart.

Its fun though not highly addictive as NFS versions.
A-and I watch car racing movies too.
I actually cant wait for FastandFurious movie coming maybe next year. :)
Anyway, my friends had their Halloween Party last night.
Ive been planning to go but I decided not since Jessie wont come too
plus my migraine's killing me and Im at the mall with my family.
We had our lunch at KFC and we took their Halloween Bucket Meal.
The bucket looks cool because they made it look like a halloween pumpkin.
Then I watched Cars when we got home.
And thats it. Nothing else happened that made me all giddy. -_-
Honestly, another reason why I didnt come to our party basically because,
I know, I would just be left behind.
I love my friends but there are times whenever Im with them,
I would just be on the corner, either eating, listening to my mp3, or taking a nap.
I feel that Im not as important as what they are to me.
I always feel outcasted mainly because of our indifferences.
They once told me that they were the one feeling left out when me and Jessie bonds together,
like we have our own worlds so they would just ignore us.
But thats not the case because me and Jess feels the same way
and we're not separating our worlds to them.
Im actually trying to join their company whenever but they would most
likely to ignore my stories when its my turn to talk.
I feel that they also have favoritism with friends.
Dont get me wrong, I LOVE THEM.. but I cant avoid this feeling that they're being unfair.
Or maybe, LIFE'S JUST UNFAIR WITH ME.
*sighs*
Thats why I cant help but stick to my online lovettes because they keeps me going.
They may be just virtual pals but they're always willing to read my random messages/comments.
I miss my bestfriends. I miss being young when you know nothing else to do but play.
And Im still sick. FUCK THIS STUPID COUGH AND COLDS!
It wont leave my throat. JEEZ!
This is really unfair. (;__;)