current mood: - Drained listening to: alicenine. - H.A.N.A.B.I.
I woke up today with bounding pulses on my temples. It irritated me already because Ive been feeling the same way every morning as I wake up for the last couple of days. Im not sure if its postural hypotension or what since I know my blood pressure's pretty lower. And sheezz.. my temples are still trying to knock me off, now..
I cant tell how much exhaustion Ive been having every-fucking-day. I always arrive home with a gloomy face that I wouldn't give a damn how awful my look was then crawls to bed immediately after throwing my things anywhere in the room. Its making me sick both physically and mentally. Stupid school wont even give us a break before the graduation day. Its on next Sunday already and Im still so unsure of what will happen, most were about worries and fears and ofcourse, excitement. Though I know that the next day after graduation, everyone should go back to school to finish the Intensive Review till 1st week of April.
I dont really get why they have to put so much stress and pressure to us like this. I mean, even on clearance and insane paper works that should be signed by those inconsiderate people inside the Nursing Office and passed before its due dates. Its driving me crazy even on budgetting my time! So to sum it all up, I have to be around school's premises for 12hours. the first 6hours would be for completing my NCLEX class which I presonally think was stupid because the office's requiring us to finish that 0 units class. Then the next 6 hours would be for my Intensive Review which is more dreadful because of non-stop lecture and cramming.
Ive been complaining about feeling so weak because seriously, its a torture. Im just bearing with my will to fulfill all of this and get outta that university.
THANK GOD FORALICENINE! *applause*
Without them, I wouldnt be sane anymore.. Well, basically, its all because I always have my music with me wherever I go. I couldnt leave the house without my player and yeah, Alice Nine hypes me up the most.Listening to Shou's voice calms me enough and how his face appears to my mind then lightens me up. He's incredible. I would love to know what that band's made of. :)
Aww, if every picture can make my heart this happy, I wouldn't really mind staring at him forever. :))
..oh, and I wonder who's viewing my blog from Japan?
Ive been receiving random views from other countries, half of them found me from google but the other half..? I dont know. Its like they already have my blog link already and yeah, that really seems weird! Amf!