Now that Im already done watching Mei-chan no Shitsuji and just started reading Private Prince on manga, I somehow feel better now.. Life is a fuckign bitch - cruel enough to make you miserable and it cant be helped, Ive been down soo much that I even thought of just wait till someone save me. Im definitely wrong, because I should be the one saving my self from this insanity and as long as I stay being a lazy-arse that I am, nothing good would benefit me in the end. Therefore, Ill just endure every heartache and shitz that would come my way. Im pretty sure that there's no way YOU would help me as well. Everyone Ive come to tell about what Im suffering inside me either never really get my point or I havent opened up everything yet.. in that way, I just end up getting disappointed and it just hurts more.
Im a geddam pessimist but Im trying to be better. I havent seen anyone tried fitting my shoes and feel how complicated myself and my life was and Im not hoping anymore that anyone would. Ive already come to my senses and Im starting all over again to make up what I missed.
And for the record, I dont care about you anymore. You're just like everybody else, a selfish brat who wants everything just for yourself. I never thought Id say this, but, you're wayy loser than what I am.
On the other hand,
Now.. POKE me, bitchez!
EDITT;; My myspace account was.. what?! I rarely go to that site anymore but since I still have minions left there, I have to keep in touch though it takes forever for me to log in back. -_- But damn.. why the hell would my password get copied?! Ugh. Im trying to change my email, but it wont. MYSPACE SUCKS Y'KNOW?!