My classes just resume to its worst. This time, there'll be no such thing as "free day" which is pretty awful because I thought my review classes wont start till after graduation, but yeah, it did already and its not making me interested enough. The lecture's boring, the professor's pretty lame, roommates were horrible. I hate how they set our sections to alphabetical, to clearly, I wont be with my friends. Their surnames isnt as fortunate as mine, so yeah, they're always almost in front of the line while Im all feeling shitty behind.
But thats the way it should go, and I cant complain. I have to move on and find atleast new people to talk to or eat with during lunch. Good thing, Im in the same room as my former duty-mates. So yeah, Im not that alone anymore. Though, the lecture's driving me nuts because my brain's too fed up with everything. Agh! I cant believe they're torturing us like this! ;__;
my brain's yelling on me:
INFORMATION OVERLOAD!!!
Im not bright nor smart enough to get pleasing grades. I dunno why some people would believe I am. My ability on blogging talking shit here doesnt prove enough Im good. Im actually bad at almost everything. Prayers is the only thing thats helps me pass through. So I wont be surprised anymore if my final grades would just be around the average of passing rate. ACK!
ANYWHAT, Graduation's on next Sunday already! Im still deciding on which dress to wear though I think I already have one. My friends are already searching around malls. Maybe Ill just get myself new shoes to pair with my dress. My family's pretty broke to think about anything else.. but still, Im hoping they'll give me anything to spend on.
Wonder where would be the party after..? Heh.
AND OMGZ! Its our 19th month already today! XDD But since we both dont have enough to spend on something really cool, maybe a nice movie would do, though we both still have morning classes to attend to. amf.