Monday, September 29, 2008
you're suffocated.
current mood: enraged! (>.<)
Honestly, I dont know where to start.
NOBODY PAYS ATTENTION TO THIS BLOG ANYWAY.
But these things Ive been trying to ignore are starting to fire up.
Just like what happened days ago.. I was accused of sending hatemails
to somebody involving my guy.. in FS.
All virtually active people Ive known here can prove how rarely online I am.
Its been a week since I last wasted myself infront of the computer.
And whenever I go online, I see to it that Ill post anything on my blog.
YOU CAN ALL TELL THAT MY LAST POST BEFORE THIS WAS ALREADY A WEEK AGO!
Now how can I message someone I dont even know the account or whatever
if Im away from the computer?
I hope Ill find justice with this.
I hope I wont get myself knocked out because pretty much,
that person wants to beat me up so bad. *sighs*
Its been 8 bitter years
since Ive been seeing your face
How come people wont stop hating you?
Like you only want was to be friends with that person and then
the next thing you know, she's talking shit behind you with other people.
*rolls eyes*
Im sure this has happened to almost.. everyone.
But in my case, this war wont stop no matter
how many times we've talked about ceasefire.
Ive grown tired of this but you wont stop hitting me behind!
I know it. I already cried infront of you and your family to stop
messing up with my life and still, you would make fun of me in many different ways.
You try your hardest..
To perfect your explanations...
You lie. Until they've run out Of questions..
Just because you have pretty face, you're using it to fool people.
To make them believe you're innocent and behaves as good as saint fuck!
BUT HELL WITH THAT! I knew better.
You're not just a backbiting biatch.. you're more than that!
I hope those people around you would realize you're never good.
Im not surprised why most of those friends you've made
either leaves you or uses you.
I dont care how many cash you have on your pocket or
filthy rich your family is..
That wont change the fact that you cant buy everything in this world.
Like real friends and happiness.
Ive starved myself just to save something..
I may be too teenage dirtbag for you but I grown up which is something
you cant do yourself.
You cant even mature a bit!
You're indeed paranoid..and seriously mentally ill.
I hope your money could help you with that.
I wont mention how much you envy me.
How much you copy my new hair everytime, my makeup and the stuff Im into.
You're pathetic if you'll deny all of that.
So many lies swirling, around you..
You're suffocating!
The empty shape in you,
Steals your breath,
You're suffocating.
I JUST HOPE YOU CHOKE AND DIE.
Yes, Im cursing you. Whoever rotten spoiled brat you are!