..we got left behind, we let all slip away
current mood:
- Determinedlistening to: Slipknot - Duality
KONBANWA, MINNA! (/--)/
Supposed to be, Friday and Saturday would be my schedule for
hospital duties, but since Im not yet assigned to any hospitals, Im staying home though I went malling with my grandma for groceries.
Im also supposed to buy books today at PRC in Manila and dad should be with me but being a lazy arse that he is, he said we'll just go there tomorrow.
Jessie texted me to meet him but Im not really in the mood, so yeah. Im here.
Anyway, my friend installed Sims2 Castaway on his PSP,
and since he asked me do to him a favor, he might let me borrow his toy for maybe.. a day? hehe. Yeah, games and stuff are one of my weakness. XD
Alright, about my first day funk! I mean, class.. [lol]
Its okay though just the orientation itself made me anxious already. Our graduation was set scheduled to be on March15 and sum it all up, we only have 10 meetings to attend our lectures/class and 20 meetings for the comprehensive exam review. -_-
Thats pretty unfair because every term should last for about 6weeks before the major exam but for us, graduating stupidents, thats not effective anymore. And they're torturing me more and more. Just thinking about it, gives me headaches already. And since I dont have the books I need yet, Ill start reading them tomorrow once I get them on my hands.
So far, Ive been feeling alright now..
Though my anxiety keeps on fluctuating everytime,
Im still trying to get the focus I need.
Seriously, I have poor foundation and study habits. Thats explains why Im never proud of my grades, nor myself. Ive been trying to keep it good but I dunno why I still get unpleasing results. Sometimes, Im thinking that maybe this course or profession isnt for me, but I wont stop begging in my prayers to let me achieve what I wanted. Im more afraid of disappointments than anything else.
AND UGH! Im trying to install commenting/trackbacking shoo by Haloscan so everyone can post their comment on each of my post, but its not working. *cries*