Wednesday, July 8, 2009
..with such confusion dont it make you want to scream?
current mood: 
- Sore
listening: Allison Iraheta - Give into me (cover)
Well, this entry's supposed to be a payback to everything I missed. But ugh, why do I feel soo lazyyy to even think about typing down a decent post? >_<
Well, honestly, I did my own Michael Jackson marathon yesterday. Reminiscing his music and everything. I just couldnt ignore the fact that it really affected me, too just like how every human in the world felt devastated with the news that he is really gone.
I dont care if you hate him or whatever. Im a fan and I used to be a really big fan of him when I was a kid. I grew up with his music and it played a big pard in my life. He inspired me to sing and dance and caused my hormones to go up and down. When he went here in Philippines for a tour, my dad record the whole concert for me and thats where I appreciate and respect him more. Admit it or not, his songs are really inspirational, something to wake people up with their wrong doings. Everyone knows how he became miserable but he tried to fought those demons within him. He might had indecent issues about his personal life but that wont change the fact that he's still a remarkable artist no matter how ruined or scary his physical appearance was.
Im not saying this because everyone seems to do so, or so I thought.. I just want to let you know that death would really come knocking to our lives without notice. I feel bad because he's now getting all the recognitions and shits now that he's gone. Alot of punks even used the oppurtunity to sell stuffs about him and my mom was one of those who bought a copy of one of his concerts which I might watch later. *sighs*
On the other hand, my band have a name already. Err.. I dunno why we end up with this kind of name but yeah, its.. Lovestre.
Feels awkward, eh? I know. Its actually my fault for insisting my joke them. Well, from how its sounds, its "lobster", so the joke was changing "lob" to "love". LOL. And so, the official and first appearance of us as a band would be this coming Friday. We'll be performing as a guest band on this production and such. I just hope my fingers wont shit on me on the actual night of performance. Ive been disliking the crowd especially when I know there would be a lot of eyes towards me. Thats why I always feel weird and different whenever people look at me. Another reason why I cant look into a person's eyes (except my guy's ofcourse.)
Anyway, me and my guy just celebrated our 23rd monthsary just like what Ive mentioned on my last entry. We went to this amazing theme park and I somewhat got obsessed with crazy rides that'll make you soaking wet, and when I mean wet, that includes my underwear. I was feeling all itchy and irritable when we're about to go home.
Now here are some pictures I picked out from Flickr.
