Thursday, March 26, 2009
..the reverse side of beauty
current mood: 
- Sick
listening to: The GazettE - Cassis
Im more pissed now that my swollen face has gone worse. :(
From mid-jaw to almost-chin with pain radiating in ears. I doubt its mumps since I already had it 5 years ago and I believe Im already immunized with the disease, so Im thinking this is because of my decaying molar I pulled year[s] ago but unfortunately, since Im too busy and anxious to go see a doctor, I ignored the tiny part left inside the gums.. now Im suffering. *sighs*
Didnt thought it would end up like this. And everyone knows how freakin painful a toothache is. I hope the medications Im taking would help atleast to alleviate the pain and shit. I didnt even get to attend my class today because I couldnt get up, I feel terribly weak and my head's too heavy to lift. Ive been missing tons of important lectures lately and I know its not healthy especially to someone like me who cant even get straight A's and is taking the Qualifying Exam this coming week. Ack. Ferrkkk!
Exams makes me nervous and very anxious. And this stresses me up, I tend to laze around more than to cram. I would feel extremely weird whenever I see myself studying..I seriously think its one of the awkward situations.
Anyway, my dad's starting to act weird lately. Im not sure if its just because the company he works for was somewhat got affected with the crisis. Well, yeah, I think so since its related with OFWs' or whoever sends cashflow going here. And so my dad have to stay at home till his boss calls him again. Its like they gave him a break, y'know? But yeah, its still weird that he's pretty nice and in good mood throughout the day for the last couple of days. Usually, he never talks but lately, he began washing the dishes every after meal which is moarr weird! But awhile ago, I was sitting next to him while Im doing my thang on Facebook, out of nowhere he started whining and being emo and shit. Like, he's talking to himself saying.. "just because you get to finish school now you're going down on your parents who are undergraduate!"
I was like.. "WHAT?! Duhr. Stop it, Dad."
Then he keeps saying those things for like, 10 times then he went upstairs after he realized he has to prepare for church. Then I thought he's just tripping on me probably because no one has talked to him yet and he might just want some attention. LAWLZ.
Alright, the pain's really knocking me off now. Gotta head the sheets.
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