Wednesday, March 18, 2009
..oh now look, here comes the blind commissioner
current mood:
- Disappointed
How come some people cant get over on their grudges?
Well, it just happened that I stumbled on this person's blog and noticed one of the posts talking about the people that person despises. None was specifically named ofcourse, but since I think Im wearing my paranoia-hat, I guess, one of them was about me. Obviously, its about humiliation and talkshits. Like.. "that bitch was narrow-minded and immature and thinks that she's God's perfect creation! She'll act childishly so people would pay attention."
Im not affected that much anymore since I know myself better than anyone else. But I still think I have to react on this..
If I do think Im perfect enough, then why do I keep on complaining about how my life sucks? How my skin, nose and hair disgusts me everytime? Why I cant afford to get myself those expensive stuff you're worshiping right now?
And jeez, dear.. Ive been aware already of how my smartpants wont work on me. I might brag on some things I have because Im proud that those simple things can make me happy but thats just it.. I dont need to flatter myself because I dont deserve it! I even tend to resist every compliments people would throw on me. And as far as I know, my feet never leaves the ground. The last time I checked, its you who keeps on soaring high beyond your conceited-head.
ITS TIME FOR YOU TO GROW UP.
I dont care how much you can afford nor how those people would make fun of how lucky but fool you are. Its not my problem anymore if you're more paranoid than I am. HAHA! Im just sick and tired of talking about stupid things about someone like you since the topic isnt worth to read after all.. but oh well..
Life still goes on for me.. (^o^)//
Alright, time to jump to my life's lame stories..
Ive missed 3 days spending online already since my Graduation day. Err.. nothing much happened anyway if you'll ask me. Seriously, the ceremony itself was pretty boring. Tons of people gathered inside the Plenary Hall and its like MASH UP! I didnt get to find my other friends that Ive planned to take pictures with since the place was pretty crowded. Its funny how most of the girls curled their hair. LOL. I didnt. I never had the chance to have someone do my face and hair [well, maybe yeah, when I was in Kindergarten]. In my opinion, its like you're just wearing a beautiful mask that eventually sloughs off after hours. And since I complain too much about getting a professional help, I ended up looking like a ragdoll. Hahaha!
Well, its a wicked feeling knowing that you're finally done with the 4 years from torture chamber. Though we all know that the real battle's just getting started and Im still too jittery to fight. >_<
Oh well, like I said, life goes on for me..
No matter how immature and narrow-minded I am, responsibilities and tough situations cant be stopped, it cant be helped. :)
And I guess, this is me trying to be positive.