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Thursday, December 18, 2008

..ill be fed up.

current mood:

- Crushed
listening to: Black Eyed Peas feat. Paparoach - Anxiety

I don't fear none of my enemies
And I don't fear bullets from Uzis
I've been dealing with something thats worse than these
That'll make you fall to your knees and thats the
The anxiety the sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety

PRELIMINARY EXAMS ARE OVER! YAYYY!!

I can finally have a little break. Ive already listed down all the things Ill be doing in my entire 2weeks break. And no matter how much I complain, I still have to read books while chilling around. That is something I really HAVE to do. I cant just have fun with all the free time I have because clearly, theres no assurance that Ill graduate next year unless I passed my comprehensive exam and my everything. And that frustrates me, seriously. But my lazy-fuckedup-ass wont work if Im not in the mood, like yesterday, I slept for about 3hours so I can stay up late reviewing my notes for the next day's exam.. but I failed. I was REALLY trying to read every part of the notes I have but nothing seems to get into my head. Ugh. Thank God that most of the exam questions are quite familiar already, so it didnt gave me much hard time answering it, though Ive answered some questions wrongly when we checked our friend's notes. GAH! MOVE ON, MANN!

Alot of things happened today that really pissed me off. First, when Jess wont stop ranting about how our exams made him confused so he wont stop reading his notes again when for all we know, that wouldnt help him to get his wrong answers, correct. I told him to stop it but he yelled at me with full force. It agitated me but I still keep my cool. I tried cooling myself down because if I didnt controlled myself, we might be in the middle of highway, killing each other with words but nah, we're not like that.

So when we all decided to spend our break time at the nearest mall, I just stopped talking. Im not talking to him, but he keeps on telling me that I should change my attitude. *sighs*
I keep walking and wandering around supermarket while they're having fun with each other's company when he accidentally hitted my achilles tendons on my right foot with pushcart. It was annoyingly painful and only-God-knows how much I wanted to scream right there. I still try to walk but its like Im already sprained.. now it still hurts, cant fucking walk straight and Im still mad.

And because I have to print the additional pictures for our documentation and Im mad, we're late for the next exam, that I didnt even noticed how my bag hit the proctor as I entered the room. She said this and that but it feels like Im already tired of listening to anyone so I just ignored her and proceed on taking my exam. Someone told me that she heard that proctor talking to my professor how rude I am. Now Im starting to become teacher's favorite enemy. Wow. I wouldnt want another title that could possibly affect my good moral certificate and gradution. ;__;

Im really tired and I need to have fun.
My college friends would be having Christmas Party this Sunday. Like the usual, they'll dance to random upbeat songs after drinking. And for sure, Ill be just on one corner, either munching edible stuff or playing Sims Castaway on my friend's PSP. We'll be exchanging gifts too, so Im hoping that Ill receive something nice.

Im looking forward for a nice holiday break.

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