current mood: - Worried listening to: CardCaptor Sakura OST - Tobira wo Akete
Can I get more stressed? Jeez.. when will this worries and school craps would stop? Its eating me up, everytime. ;__;
I found out yesterday that I have astigmatism. I was surprised and didnt expected what the ophthalmologist would say. My results says that my visions 75/200. Im just not really sure if thats how they say it. But Im sure about the grade of 200 and its on my left eye. Thought it'll just be around 50 or something but.. aghh! Now I have to wear glasses and shit. Its not really comfortable to have one though.
I think Ive been just ignoring this simple migraines and episodes of blurring vision. Jeez.. didnt know its getting serious already! AGH! I dont want it to get worse! *tears*
Anyway, Im gonna post now what should my grad-dress would be.
They dont look glamourous as what my friends have, but yeah.. Im not wearing that anymore this Sunday though. I bought a new one. A much simpler but colorful and cheaper. Ive been against expensive stuff since I believe its not wise to buy something really luxurious when you're just going to use it not as often as you take a bath.. Oh well, it still depends on every person's opinions. If they have the cash to spend, why not?
By the way, I just talked to Gracie through YM awhile ago. Ofcourse, its a nonstop fangirling over Jrock's gorgeousness, more specifically, Ruki. ;p ..And her Shin.. Gracie's boyfriend, I mean, good-looking and well behaved boyfriend. He's like.. Ruki's lips and nose then Shirota Yuu's eyes. Get the picture? Thats how awesome he is. Ive seen his pictures and talked to him, too. Well, Im not really allowed to talked much about him since Shin's kind of a sensitive about his private life and hates people he doesnt know digging about his informations. Im just happy for both of them, they seem soo perfect together! XDD And yes, Gracie trusts and loves me enough to know about this. It feels like she already found her Tora.. though she still insists of stalking that tiger in Yokohama! Hahahaha!
Alright, so much for that.. I should be going now since my eyes are really hurting now.
xoxo.
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I JUST THOUGHT OF POSTING SOME OF THE PEOPLE I LOOK UP TO THAT KEEPS REMINDING ME TO 'BELIEVE IN MYSELF'. :)
Mr. Gerard Way and with his wife, Lindsay. :) (I love how Gerard looks so happy with her.)
Carly Smithson.
And my new bet on AI-8. Alexis Grace. :))
No matter how many times failure pushes you to go down, keep standing for what you believe in and push it back behind you.