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Friday, July 11, 2008

NO MORE KENOTIA. :(

NO MORE KENOTIA. :[[

current mood: sad/exhausted/depressed/sobbed
listening to: We're still breathing by Kenotia

Alot of things happened today. Most are really weakening me.
First, I just saw Carly's post on myspace saying goodbye to Kenotia fans.

Hey guys,
I know most of you were around when I left the band the first time. I left because of internal problems....problems I thought would be fixed when we got a new drummer and bassist. But I think that our band has been through so much label wise and we've had so much financial stress that it has been taking it's toll on all of us and personally I can't do it anymore. I'm not angry with anyone anymore, I think we are all just tired and we all need a new start. From here I don't know what the band will do, if they'll get a new singer or break up, but please stick with them, whatever their choice.

I've done this for the past three years and it's not something that I would have thought would have ever happened but stuff happens. I've had the best time and met the coolest people, it's just time for me to move on and do different things.

I haven't decided if I will do solo stuff or join another band but I WILL BE BACK! :)
I want to thank each and everyone of you that have been with us since the beginning. We wouldn't have made it this far without you. I love you all, I really do.

I
<3
Carly

This band's just one of my favorites. While Im busy checking up AliceNine and Jrock stuff, I almost forgot about this band. I dont know how to accept this but yeah, Its their decision and I can do nothing about it. I just hope Carly and Kenotia will still live and they're forever in my heart. :]

So here's another thing, I dont know how to start it but its about my guy.
We just had misunderstandings and I cant blame him but myself. Maybe Im just too toddler for him. He said Im already a young adult and that I should act at my age. So my mind's silently freaking out and I just didnt realize tears are falling from my eyes.
Im just NOT perfect, you know?
Eversince, Ive grown into this environment with complicated people. Like no one would even get me, nor cared if Im crying. Yes, I do cry.. like ALOT. And Im not ashamed to do that in public.
Over the past years, Ive had boyfriends who never appreciate me. Im always a failure though I keep on trying to hide that.
I have friends but Ive never had a shoulder to cry on. Its just.. depriving.
Im still feeling bad about what he thinks about me. He keeps on whispering to my ear he obsessively loves me, but you know what? its not enough.
Love wont work if theres no trust and understanding.

Im not sure when thing will be back to normal, Im just really tired and I want to forget everything tomorrow morning as I wake up.

Oyasumi nasai.

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