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Sunday, March 1, 2009

..thinking back now will you ever feel the same?

current mood:

- Rejected
playing Sorority Life at Facebook. ;p

Wow. Im really back on track!
I mean, my normal blogging would be either everyday or every other day. Well, I know that doesnt care about anyone at all, but yeah, I feel like sharing about it.
Oh well..

Since some people cant get the idea who the hell Valerie Garcia is, a.k.a. Bangs, I tried to google her name and I found some links that might help you to at least know her.

Link 1
Link 2
Link 3

Some links were just crap but yeah, I cant find any decent sites anymore and thats all I got.

Anyway, i even wonder why do I have to feel rejected, myself.. Partly, because a friend or most of the people surrounds me doesnt really care about how I feel, at all. Im not sure how many times Ive confessed how much of a dumb slash sensitive or emotionally fragile I am but still, I tend to help people no matter how Im aware that they would just push me away. I dont get it if they're just being too numb or selfish or maybe just a hypocrite.

Recently, a friend failed for the second time on our Comprehensive Exam. Im not sure if he's feeling devastated enough or whatever so I sent him a text message saying about how prayers helped me and how he needs it too, how he's not prepared enough during every examination and how i think that he's taking some things for granted. He all ignored that and never texted me the whole day till the next morning which was just a group message for friends. Im actually bothered right now of how he would ignore my messages, like when Im asking about something related to school announcements or whatever.

I knew I wasnt his favorite friend, but still, Im just trying to be a good one to him. Maybe he thinks Im just talking shit and bragging about how I passed the first take of exam but the hell! IM NOT!

I think he's being too insensitive about other people's emotions while he rants about his and other people's business. I seriously think its not fair. :(

WHATEVZ.

On the other hand, my school life's back. I mean, I have to attend classes everyday again supposedly starting tomorrow, but since I have my hospital duties scheduled till Tuesday, I would care less about school for awhile and worry about me traveling alone again all the way from my city life to some shitty provincial hospital and spend 12hours of nurse-patient relationship there. >_<

And oh, I have a zit inside my nose. Its pretty painful and uncomfortable plus I hate how my face dries up like a 100 year old more like Benjamin Button's first day of life. Ack.

And lastly, I took my lunch at Burger King yesterday with my friend, Lea. I told her to meet me there to give me a copy of Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge dvd and that Hot Dish game. So she suggested that we dine at BK so we can plug her laptop for free electricity. Haha! And boy, BK burgers are just.. HEAVEN! XD

Alright, I think I typed up much.

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