current mood: - Confused listening to: my heartbeat.
I joined a new band.
I dunno, if there's already a name but yeah.. new people to deal with, new music, and Im back to zero. Its like, Im a total loser right now, besides the fact that Im fucking broke inside-out, I even forgot already everything Ive learned on playing bass guitar. Even the chords I used to brag about, I cant remember them anymore. Told you, its all because Ive been experiencing information overload from the exhausting regular college days until now since Ive been trying to pick up everything from the start again in preparation for Board Exam. And you know what? BULLSHIT. I hate thinking about school anymore. All I can get was a serious migraine after coming out from the classroom where Review Classes are being held. Agh!
Anyway, Im still with my old band who have been on hiatus since my 18th birthday. I think that was the last time I played bass. My mates are too freakin busy with college as well and I cant blame them. And for that 3 years, I lost everything I knew about playing guitar. From basic chords to fast-switching notes. Im starting all over again. Thank God, my new band mates are being supportive and patient about teaching me and dealing with my schedule. I was told that they were preparing already on recording the demo, and you know the next. The guys have promising talents and Im just lucky that they picked me as soon as I suggested myself when one of them posted on Friendster's bulletin about looking for a new bassist. I guess, this is how my life's gonna change from now on. Atleast, I can finally make myself useful and since Ive been hating my mom for being such a mean bitch on me, I think I know where to run now when I needed somewhere to go. :)
Anyway, this guy from Sri Lanka is seriously obsessed with me and its fucking creepy! He keeps demanding and nagging me on things and hella wants to marry me! LMFAO. Im soo gonna hide from where the hell I came from even if it means digging a grave for myself just so he could not find me.
Damn, crazy people are just everywhere, even that Swine Flu. Who knows if the person beside you who just sneezed had the infection/virus already? Wow. This world's starting to KILL US ALL. So beware.
ps: I seriously want a new haircut now. Sooner or later Ill chop this crowning glory of mine in uh.. a hairstyle that I never had in my entire life.