current mood: - Okay listening to: alicenine. - Mirror Ball (Vandalize Ver.)
Hello boys and girls!(or if you're inbetween) Its really my pleasure if you're reading my posts.
Well, honestly, Im not really in the mood to write anything but since I feel that Ive ignored updating my blog for days, it should not be tolerated or else Ill get used to it until my abandon the blog itself, though I dont think that will happen. *shrugs*
Anyway, first off, an update about my recent gig. Well, I almost ruined the whole performance and I embarrassed myself infront of other musicians there. Its not that I care about performing infront of other people, its just Im worried about how I keep on forgetting chords and my fingers tends to get stiff that even my strumming sounds fucked up. I feel so damn small and embarrassed after performing 4 songs. I even forgot to remind my folks to at least take a good picture of me while playing and this is the most decent my boyfriend got.
Err.. yeah, I wasnt facing everyone because of how embarrassed I am. I couldnt let them see my face so I even wore a cap. xDD Well, if you want to be convinced how I ruined and awful my performance was.. here's a video:
THE VIDEO WAS REMOVED BY THE USER. (Err.. my bandmate removed it, though I still have a clip on my Facebook acct. I cant put a link here, so yeah, Ill just ry to retrieve a copy of the video and upload it again.)
This was taken by Sean's sister, so forgive the part where she shamelessly fangirling over her brother's singing. LOL.
So now you saw how I deserve the rotten tomatoes. Ugh. Good thing, no one threw at my face as soon as we ended playing. Jeez, I hope I wont see the other bands who saw me performed there because they totally know how I keep on messing up with songs. ;__;
EDIT;; I left this entry in draft mode so.. yeah, I forgot to post this last Sunday.