Wednesday, June 24, 2009
..young and sleazy
current mood: 
- Crappy
listening to: SS501 - Because Im stupid
MY HAIR'S GONE JET-BLACK AGAIN. ('A')
UGH.
I feel different and frustrated. Well, basically, I had to dye it black because Im attending my friend's regular class. So yeah, I did seat-in and pretend that Im a regular student but before entering the building premises successfully, I dont know how but the guard immediately noticed my hair when sunrays striked to it. So he passed me to a lady behind him which is a Guidance Couselor, confiscated my ID and asked why I have this kind of color on my head. I just smiled and asked when I can get my ID back. She told me to meet her at the Guidance Office after lunch. It felt really weird basically because Im already a graduate student so no matter how much offense or violations I make, I wont have to worry about it anymore since I dont have grades and reputation to take care of.
My friend was laughing at my face because she thinks Im an idiot. She's like.. "whats up with you? are you stupid? why you still want to go to school when you're already a graduate? dont you hate attending classes before?" and it hit me. Well, yeah. I do hate school before and still is. I just miss listening to the professor's lecture and its also the only way I know to escape from chores and naggings at home.
And so, I came back the next day to retrieve my ID but with a condition of dyeing my hair black. I dont want to lose my school ID so I decided to half-heartedly do what I have to do. Though half of my hair at the back still hazel/chestnut/rust brown, I just feel different now that what I see in the mirror isnt my beloved 3-shades-hair anymore. :(
But then again, Im sure of myself that I cant stand my hair this black for long, so maybe, after a month, Ill dye it back to hazel or chestnut or mahogany or burgundy, I dont know. I just want my hair to have color not as boring as black. ;p
Labels: black hair, boredom, hair dye, hideousness, school isues, stupid issues
