Wednesday, November 12, 2008
..i got to let it go
current mood:
- Nerdylistening to: アリス九號 [Alice Nine] - Gekkou Yoku
This is it.
The time of my life that I should be taking seriously.
And heck yes, I should take everything seriously now.
As I attended my first day for my lectures today, the professors pointed out how much time it will take us for this semester. Im already panicking when they announced that the graduation would be on March 15 already! Wow. Thats too fast! I didnt even know where to start yet and if we're doomed enough, our preliminary exams would be by the end of November already! HOW CRUEL! Thats like, only days away from now and classes just started! *sighs*
So you see, Im temporarily leaving the virtual world for a while, though not totally because I still might update this blog from time to time when chances permits. Im very anxious and I dont want to fail anything this time. I used to be a total loser in my past life and I cant be anymore.
I believe this is my last chance to prove myself. I dont wanna repeat anything, who wants it, anyway?
I want to be useful this time. All my life, Ive been sucha lazy arse like my mom and I dont wanna end up like her. Ive got too many plans but no, none of it includes getting married nor having kids. Ugh.
I want to live the life Ive been wanting before walking down the aisle. I want my family to be proud of me, and though my grandma keeps on insisting that I should look for a nice rich boy slash US citizen, no thanks. I would still want to follow whom my heart beats for.
Time is gold. And fuck it, I need to keep that in my mind from now on. Time's even rushing me to start working on my laziness now. Wow. Am I being responsible now? Hah. But that wont stop me from thinking about how much I want to go to Japan, ne! XDDD
So.. right. I should be going now. I have nursing stuff to do. :)
♥♥♥
ps: i think my old pal, Epik, checks this blog and dude, if you're reading this post, I must say, I MISS YOU and I never got mad with you. Hope you'll message me again through wherever.