current mood: - Sick listening to: Rosario by アリス九號
Im still suffering from my extra heavy colds and cough. On the past few days, I noticed that my mucus secretions were thick with blood streaks. Though Im alarmed, I just pretend as if Im fine. Then yesterday morning, when I blew my nose, fresh blood came out. Like the usual, I would just ignore it.. Im really trying hard to take care myself but this stupid colds which I think not common colds anymore because my clogged nose have been torturing me for more than a month now. Im taking my meds and avoiding what I should be. ..but its not effective.. feels like Im not responding to medications anymore. fuck man.
Anyway, a friend treat me on Burger King. And I cant help but still reminisce the uber tasty and huge BK Steakhouse Burger. ITS SOOOO GOOD!! Well, ofcourse, its pricey, but its worth your cash! I SWEAR! I WOULD TOTALLY ORDER THAT AGAIN! :)) Its wayy better than Whopper! nyaah!
And then, I watched Max Payne. I dunno, maybe its just me who didnt really get the whole point and story but seriously, it bored me. I didnt understand anything. psh. =_=
A-and!! I just got a new haircut. I showed the pictures [on my Oct.10 post] but the stupidiominion stylist didnt get what Im saying. So yeah, I ended up leaving the salon unsatisfied and pissed. I might get my ass on a salon again and I guess, Ill get my hair shorter..
Hmm.. Lets talk about relationships. Im confident that Jessie wont leave me since he's more afraid of losing me. We both love each other soo hell-ing much. But how about being dumped by someone who you thought would be the one who will help you gain your sanity or the hero you've been expecting to save you from tears? I know, it sucks. Ive been through hell though Im the dumper. Ive had boyfriends who never understands me nor responds to what I want without verbally saying it.. Ive met shitty people who never know how to appreciate a woman's worth. It fucking kills you, right? Like when you thought the love was enough, and then one day, he'll be avoiding you and breaks up with you. And the most devastating is, you've ignored your pride for him to come back but his senses wont convince him to.. Leaving you empty-handed in the middle of nowhere. Its ripping you, Im sure. But let me tell you this.. your relationship would've worked out if you did you best without letting the people surrounds you think you're doing it all wrong. Why would he break up with you if you're so good? You might have forgotten that his life doesnt revolves around only to you, or to your relationship with him.. And its either you're lacking or too much.. AND IT MIGHT BE YOU WHO NEVER KNOW HOW TO DEAL. Never forget your lover's family.. They're important. And you know what? ..I feel bad for you.